anyway i still exist but i’m busy sorting my own shit and getting dick off my roommate so thats life anyway.      hope you fucks are okay but specially @eyauntie cause listen u need to know i got that dick.   

on this chart of brown i would be a mud oak, aight anon?   IS THIS WHAT U WANT?????

ight so sorta update to my last thing,  sorta an explanation that i ain’t gonna be around a little while longer.

so after my last post abt windrush and shit,  my papi has been in a rough time and we’re all focused on getting that paperwork sorted and that shit.  now all the government folk be saying that they gonna let them all stay and not be discriminated against,  but they lost the papers so i ain’t trusting that.  so we’re in a situation of trying to find out what papers exist, how we make sure he has everything filled in and how we fight him losing access to the NHS in this midst of this.  i ain’t gonna be around while i get some of this shit sorted ‘cause i’m the one dealing with the legal stuff on they behalf. 

luckily,  my family all have good jobs and good money and we in a situation where we can pay the legal fees,  so we lucky.   

but please,   if you can,   donate to this fundraiser here which is to pay the legal fees of people affected by this.   you can reblog if u want. <3 

lovedfalling:

wcrdogs:

I KNOW WHAT I SAID YESTERDAY,  but i need you all to educate yourselves on something that is going on at the moment.   

if you’re in the uk,  i am sure you have heard of what is called the WINDRUSH GENERATION, but for those abroad essentially it is this:   a group of people from the british commonwealth who moved here legally have had their records lost / destroyed (to be determined) and a number of those people have been detained / not been able to be let back into the country after being abroad.  there are threats of deportation flying,  a man has his access to vital medicine on the NHS removed.  like i said,  these people are people who moved here when free immigration was legal,  prior to 1971,  and a lot of them LEGALLY on their parent’s passports (as was the system here) meaning a lot of them have no papers in their name.   primarily,   the people are black caribbean. 

here’s the scary part, and why i am posting,   my family are a part of this generation. my papi has lived her since he was 7 months old.  while my mammy is jamaican born and bred,  my papi never lived in his homeland,  and he could lose his right to work,  his right to the NHS,  his right to live here,  all because the home office lost papers,  and his were in his parents name.  now,  yes,  there have been A LOT of promises made in parliament,  and i know theresa may is saying nothing will happen to these people and cases of discrimination against rightful british citizens will be negated by the government but 1) MAY HAS A TRACK RECORD OF BEING ANTI-IMMIGRATION and 2) because the government lost the only things proving when people like my papi moved here,  we can’t prove they are rightful british citizens. 

so what am i asking????    

first,   educate yourselves,   please.   you can read some more in depth pieces about this through these links:  X, X, X, X- mentions of death in this one, VIDEO HERE.   

second,  if you are in the UK,  please please please please LOBBY YOUR MP’S.   you have a voice,   we have a voice.  send letters,  call them,   email them,  tweet them,  facebook them.  create a stir.  we are the people and we will not stand for some britons being treated better than others.

third,  if you are not from the UK —– share our voices.  seek us out,  we are speaking,  use your power to make us louder. 

forth,  PLEASE,   if you read nothing else i link,   read this.   please,   i beg you.   listen to the stories of people like my father.   listen to the windrush generation.     hear their voices. 

i know tumblr is america centric and i get it,   honestly,   i do.   but i am british-carribean before i am here for any of you and i am begging you,  don’t let us be silenced.

just a tiny add on that if you’re in the uk and you don’t know your MP / how to get in contact with them this site will tell you and give you their email. there’s other ways to contact them listed on the .gov site!

(Source: wcrdogs)

I want you to know that every person reblogging my post is warming my heart right now.   i cannot tell you how alone and abandoned my papi has felt,  and how fearful that his rights to work would be taken away,   and i am going to be able to show him that people care and i am just????   honestly,   thank you.   so much.

I KNOW WHAT I SAID YESTERDAY,  but i need you all to educate yourselves on something that is going on at the moment.   

if you’re in the uk,  i am sure you have heard of what is called the WINDRUSH GENERATION, but for those abroad essentially it is this:   a group of people from the british commonwealth who moved here legally have had their records lost / destroyed (to be determined) and a number of those people have been detained / not been able to be let back into the country after being abroad.  there are threats of deportation flying,  a man has his access to vital medicine on the NHS removed.  like i said,  these people are people who moved here when free immigration was legal,  prior to 1971,  and a lot of them LEGALLY on their parent’s passports (as was the system here) meaning a lot of them have no papers in their name.   primarily,   the people are black caribbean. 

here’s the scary part, and why i am posting,   my family are a part of this generation. my papi has lived her since he was 7 months old.  while my mammy is jamaican born and bred,  my papi never lived in his homeland,  and he could lose his right to work,  his right to the NHS,  his right to live here,  all because the home office lost papers,  and his were in his parents name.  now,  yes,  there have been A LOT of promises made in parliament,  and i know theresa may is saying nothing will happen to these people and cases of discrimination against rightful british citizens will be negated by the government but 1) MAY HAS A TRACK RECORD OF BEING ANTI-IMMIGRATION and 2) because the government lost the only things proving when people like my papi moved here,  we can’t prove they are rightful british citizens. 

so what am i asking????    

first,   educate yourselves,   please.   you can read some more in depth pieces about this through these links:  X, X, X, X- mentions of death in this one, VIDEO HERE.   

second,  if you are in the UK,  please please please please LOBBY YOUR MP’S.   you have a voice,   we have a voice.  send letters,  call them,   email them,  tweet them,  facebook them.  create a stir.  we are the people and we will not stand for some britons being treated better than others.

third,  if you are not from the UK —– share our voices.  seek us out,  we are speaking,  use your power to make us louder. 

forth,  PLEASE,   if you read nothing else i link,   read this.   please,   i beg you.   listen to the stories of people like my father.   listen to the windrush generation.     hear their voices. 

i know tumblr is america centric and i get it,   honestly,   i do.   but i am british-carribean before i am here for any of you and i am begging you,  don’t let us be silenced.

alright i am logging off after my last two posts but friendly reminder that reylo is shit and you all are nazi sympathising cunts.

THIS IS NOT GOODBYE.  but what this is ‘not right now’ and ‘see you soon.’ this is a promise that i am coming back.  this is a promise that i am working on my strength and swallowing my anxiety and getting there.  this is a reminder that you shit bitches who are still sending anons will not get away with making me feel like this. this is a promise that i will return and i will keep speaking out because my voice is important.  this is a black bitch taking a moment to herself,  and working on herself,  and then coming back to give y’all what for.  this is not goodbye.  this is you better watch out when i’m back.

UPDATE.  thank you to everyone who sent a nice message the other day,  i really do appreciate it and i will try and answer them / speak to you soon.  the problem is,  for every kind message there is in my inbox now,  there are five others either policing my tone,  dictating how i am meant to feel,  or being blatantly anti-black towards me.   i am going home to see my family this weekend,  and will be making a decision on being here after that.